Rage
Meaningless rage. Undirected. Unfocused. Sporadic, containable, and not altogether noteworthy.
Except that it’s consistent. Regular. Familiar.
It appears for a moment, and then it’s gone. I observe it come and go, not as a victim or vessel, but as a disinterested party.
Contained. Redirected. Channeled. Dispersed.
It will not give me peace.